Author’s Note: The following story is a diary entry to the main character from her. The story describes what is going on in her life right know. The purpose of the story is to remind her that everything will be alright eventually.
Dear diary,
I can’t believe that Michael my boyfriend said he is going away to Japan. I thought nothing about how great it was for him to go to Japan for a while and work on his mechanical surgical arm. I thought he would be gone for about a week 2 weeks max. Then he hit me with it, he is going away to Japan for a year or more. How could this be? How can these people just take him away from me and his family? How could he do this to me, the princess? So I ask him, how can you be away for school for a whole year? He said they told him he will get complete school credit while he’s am gone.
After I thought about it for a moment I just started to ball. Full out crying and I couldn’t stop. Everyone was staring right at me and Michael. We left the restaurant and got a cab to bring us back and I was still crying in the cab. I really just could not stop. When I walked into my house my mom was there and apparently my little brother has been banging pots for a really long time. Mom came upstairs to see what happened and I think to get away from all of the noise. I told her that Michael is going away for a year OR MORE….. to Japan. She told me not to worry and that it will go by very quick.
The next day I was still so upset but Michael said that we will see each other tomorrow. At school I was so sad and almost crying. I was holding back tears for the whole day. That night I was able to visit with him. This is very unusual because it is a school night, but since he is leaving I am able to see him. We have been seeing each other every day since I’ve known he was leaving. My grandma has been moving to different condos, but she is so picky she can’t find one she seems to like. Which is fine with me because I’m missing my princess lessons and I hate those so much. Finally she settles on one condo, but she is still renting another one for a whole week. I decide to take Michael there for a romantic dinner.
While I take him there I have one idea that might make Michael stay after all. When we get to the condo and half way through our dinner I tell him that he can kiss me. Which he has wanted to do for a long time but I have wanted to wait for prom. I want to do it now hoping he will stay. When I told him this he looked at me and said “Are you really sure?” I said “yes” and he said “this is not going to make me change my mind about Japan.” I was thinking to myself “shoot.” I was trying so hard to hold back my tears. I ran down the stairs and called for a cab and went home. The tears went on and on, for it felt like ever.
The next day at school my best friend was mad at me because her brother, my now ex-boyfriend, was very upset yesterday after seeing me. She wanted to know what was going on. When she brought this up I just started to cry again. I miss him so much and I don’t know what I am going to do when he is gone for a year. After a day of crying and eating meat for the first time in 6 years. Also my best friend told me that her boyfriends brook up with her. And I kissed him on the lips on accident. I tried to kiss him on the check because he tried to lighten the mood and help me get through my break up with Michael. And on top of all that when Michael tried to explain and ask questions about last night he saw me kiss my best friends ex but he did not know that. What a horrible day. Soon Michael will be leaving for a whole year. I tried to say good bye to him by racing to the airport hoping to catch him before the plane takes off, but when I get there he is already gone. Just then I fell to the ground and cried. I got dragged into the cab by my body guard. When I get home I go to my room hoping that Michael will call, text, and or email me but none of that happens. I don’t really blame him. Just then my phone rings, I am hoping so much at it is Michael, but it was my best friend’s ex-boyfriend. He asks me if I want to go see a Broadway show and that is exactly what I needed to help me get over this. I hope that Michael will at least talk to me somehow in the next year.
Sincerely,
Mia